you know that bad feeling when you hope so big for something and suddenly everything you hoped for evaporates and you get a slap in the face from life that wakes the shit out of your soul?

I’ve experienced something like that recently, and I'm very grateful I did.

the more disappointment you experience in life the less you’ll expect from the world, and the less you expect the more you’ll find comfort inside your own self.

we’re so busy trying to climb that place not realizing we’ll get up by the morning aiming to reach the next better thing.

why don't you just relax and learn to enjoy the stuff that were given to you by God. sleep. eat. drink something. talk to your loved ones. listen to your favourite song. enjoy the weather.

we need to start searching for happiness in the things that don’t require constant energy drain and unlimited hope-loops.

accept rejection. fail. hate yourself for that mistake. then correct that mistake and love yourself again. that's life.

don’t sell the precious present for a future that will eventually become another present you’re wasting in the pursuit of another "future".

life is all about the now.

now my words don't mean to become complacent and forget about your goals, but damn I've been noticing myself too deep into the pursuit hole to the point I lost touch with my identity and my present. and that's a very dangerous thing y'all.

appreciate the read and I hope you win in this world.